Fall down like you never fell

rayanuki:

This is the best time and place to do some information sharing :)

Not mine just found somewhere.

I was inspired to this after listening to the song Solanin by Asian kung fu generation for the Nth time. The year 2011 have been a difficult year for me it was the time when everything was crumbling down and that in every turn i make the result was always wrong one, anyway i don’t know what it is don’t know if it’s poetry or what literary composition.  so here goes 

Hi there old Friend

This has become a recent meet up

Ever since the day we parted wretchedly 

You were disturbingly close to all my vacant hours

While Scribbling repetitively all through my sanity 

I tried to turn aside and hope

but you on the other hand stumbled on every luck you have

to greet me head on  

Sorry Old pal

but the tic tok on my clock have been much wasted

No more questions

There is no doubt about it 

You are the Past 

I may want to change you 

but you are frozen to every choice and detail 

For sure I’ll remember you 

and perhaps I’ll try not to 

because I’ve Got someone new 

She may not be sure of anything 

Nevertheless that little frail of happiness 

I find before I Sleep

Is much better When I was YOU 

This is the Time I chanllenge myself

To glimpse back not further though 

so this is a halfway goodbye to regret 

Astalavista I may say. 

I admit I am no good at grammar and sentence construction. pardon me for this xD maybe you want to know what this is about well to make this short. I am breaking up with my own self my past self. I have written a lot of time that I admit defeat with my early career. People are comforting me that it’s okay it was the right choice you didn’t have it in you blaah blaaah blaah, but the truth is I am angry with myself because I never really tried my hardest i was pretending to be serious and the truth is I never did an effort into opportunity to stay. So basically every time i hear that i felt that i was under estimated i hate it all the regrets disappointments in me and questions of What if? came as often as they get.

As of now I am very unstable more than ever because i don’t know where to go anymore.Ii use to have that dream that one way direction  plus It feels like everyone is moving forward except me I am back to square one. now i dabble on things here and there  still finding my own bliss since there is no use to cry over spilled milk I am much Happier now i guess complicated situations but happier which is better so as for now enough is enough i’m leaving the past and work on the present hardest thing i will every do but it will be all better i once read

in the end everything is gonna be fine

if it’s not the fine it’s not the end.

blesseddisgrace:

mikanpurin:

first i’m like:

and then later I’m like:

Reblogging again for the accuracy

(Source: 3lectroworld, via troublemakerstorm)

I haven’t read all the comic book issue there is produced by Marvel DC and  i have no right to judge whether who is a fan or not, however it pains badly because I love these superheroes since my childhood years (brother influenced! xD) normal girls have prince charming I on the other hand had Cyclops, Wolverine and Jean Grey (the Phoenix:D).

I guess to hear people say they like a certain character who intrigues me very much let say “Batman”. I get all excited with all the facts intact with my head  planning to tell very know it all conversation about there is, then this happens the person who says they likes “Batman” only liked it because of something else not surprisingly that something is someone famous endorsed it.  i felt like my head was going to explode they didn’t even know what is the difference between Marvel comics and DC comics the most basic details and knowing that they like Batman not because of “BATMAN”(Bruce Wayne, an American millionaire (later billionaire) playboy, industrialist, and phanthropist. Having witnessed the murder of his parents as a child, he swore revenge on crime, an oath tempered with the greater ideal of justice. Wayne trains himself both physically and intellectually and dons a bat-themed costume in order to fight crime.)

i really don’t know what taste they have  for comparinfg some random bloke WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU!.

I know this is confusing but i do not know why a lot of people claim they like something just because the its very popular in the mainstream it really difficult hearing liking it for exterior purposes. It’s like Che Guevara all over again.